Depression is a silent killer. It creeps in my brain and makes me tear up. I've sat here wanting to cry off and on....I want to send Nich an email but it's not going to help, I know it will only cause more drama. Last night wasn't really that fun. It's hard to go through life not knowing who to believe and who to trust. Just when I think it's all figured out and things are mellow....BAHAM! I get hit with another lie...my head hurts, it has hurt for like two days. I just want my heart to race again...to feel that love that flutter....
Dave was here today. It was nice to actually see him..somewhere other than the gas station....He is a really nice guy, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship..although he is pretty high up on the list.
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